How to say "有太多的舍不得" (yǒu tài duō de shě bù dé) in Chinese dialogue

yǒutàiduōdeshě

so much reluctance in my heart,

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0139:57
shǐ使
xīn
zhōng

Even though I have

LINE 0239:59
PLAYING SCENE
yǒu
tài
duō
de
shě

so much reluctance in my heart,

LINE 0340:02
dàn
hái
shì
jué
dìng

I still decided

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E31
Timestamp39:59
TMDB ID291470