我这左思右想
“I've been thinking hard,”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
“but puts me on the hot seat repeatedly.”
我这 左思右想
“I've been thinking hard,”
“but I don't think I've shown any flaw anywhere.”
“I've racked my brain, and I still can't figure out what gave me away.”
In treacherous political environments, officials must constantly scrutinize their own behavior to identify any hidden flaw or inadvertent giveaway before an adversary strikes.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
ponder over and over; turn over in one's mind from every angle
A very common idiom used when someone spends a lot of effort obsessively thinking through an intractable problem.