How to say "即便是我灰飞烟灭" (jí biàn shì wǒ huī fēi yān miè) in Chinese dialogue

biàn便shìhuīfēiyānmiè

Even if I face annihilation

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0129:45
wǒ yào ràng tā qiú shēng bù néng qiú sǐ bù dé

我要让他求生不能 求死不得

I will make him wish for life, yet never find release in death.

LINE 0229:50
PLAYING SCENE
biàn便
shì
huī
fēi
yān
miè

Even if I face annihilation

LINE 0329:52
wàn
jiàn
chuān穿
xīn

with arrows through my heart,

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E21
Timestamp29:50
TMDB ID258865