How to say "心也变得半死不活" (xīn yě biàn dé bàn sǐ bù huó) in Chinese dialogue

xīnbiànbànhuó

and broken in spirit,

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0115:08
tuǐ
duàn
le

crippled

LINE 0215:11
PLAYING SCENE
xīn
biàn
bàn
huó

and broken in spirit,

LINE 0315:15
děng

I've been waiting day and night.

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E21
Timestamp15:11
TMDB ID275966