How to say "但是不把它搞清楚" (dàn shì bù bǎ tā gǎo qīng chǔ) in Chinese dialogue

dànshìgǎoqīngchǔ

if I don't clear this up,

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0128:04
zhè
ge
shì
qíng
suī
rán
guò
zhè
me
duō
nián

Even though so many years have passed,

LINE 0228:07
PLAYING SCENE
dàn
shì
gǎo
qīng
chǔ

if I don't clear this up,

LINE 0328:09
zǒng
jué
de

I'll always feel

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E9
Timestamp28:07
TMDB ID278868