我自己干啥都干不明白
“Whatever I do, I mess it up.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
“But ever since returning to the city, nothing feels right.”
我 自己 干啥 都 干不明白
“Whatever I do, I mess it up.”
“Sometimes, I think I should've just stayed in Great Northern Wilderness.”
Direct spoken expression in this communicative setting.
Many sent-down youths felt displaced after returning to cities, struggling to find stable employment or adjust to complex urban social expectations compared to the straightforward manual labor of rural farms.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
unable to do something properly / can't get the hang of doing anything
Northern spoken idiom expressing incompetence or feeling at a loss regarding how to handle tasks successfully.
whatever one does / doing anything
Informal spoken pattern meaning 'no matter what one undertakes'.