我之前 确实不太惜命
“I really didn't care enough about my own life.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
我知道错了
“I know I was wrong.”
我之前 确实 不太惜命
“I really didn't care enough about my own life.”
但从今天开始
“But from today onward...”
Direct spoken expression in this communicative setting.
In Chinese moral thought rooted in Confucianism, valuing one's body and safety is an obligation to one's parents, making reckless behavior an offense against filial duty.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
to value one's life; to treasure one's physical safety
Commonly used either to criticize cowardice or, as here, to confess to past reckless or self-destructive behavior.
indeed; truly
Placed before a verb or adjective to validate a prior observation or concede a point honestly.
VOCABULARY & EXPRESSIONS
Parallel Spoken Cinema Scenes (语义近邻切片)
“already perished last night.”
“Do you know you almost died just now?”
“Who was that just now? The less you ask, the longer you live.”
“I used to... object to it deep down.”
“Last time, you just walked away”
“I wanted to kill myself.”