我这副鬼样子
“(Not only was he unafraid) (of my ghastly appearance,)”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
他不但不惧怕
“(Not only was he unafraid)”
我这副鬼样子
“(Not only was he unafraid) (of my ghastly appearance,)”
还叫我
“(but he also told me)”
“Look at how hideous and broken I am—how could anyone not fear me?”
Calling oneself a 'ghostly appearance' reflects Chinese storytelling tropes where physical degeneration symbolizes profound emotional or moral suffering.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
this hideous/wretched appearance
A highly self-deprecating or derogatory slang expression used to describe an appalling appearance or dreadful state.