我才知道我之前有多傻
“I finally realized how stupid I was.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
玉书被册封后他再没来过教坊司
“that he never visited after Yushu was made the Selected Lady.”
我 才知道 我之前 有多傻
“I finally realized how stupid I was.”
我听闻县主和太史丞查到了承恩宫
“I heard that you two were looking into the Cheng'en Palace”
“I was utterly blind to think he actually cared for me.”
Illustrates how people in entertainment quarters or low palace ranks often fall victim to romantic illusions only to face abandonment once status changes.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
only then realized
Expresses delayed realization, often accompanied by regret or shock.
how foolish / how naive
Self-deprecating expression used in intimate or emotional disclosures of past blunders.