How to say "人不人鬼不鬼地活着" (rén bù rén guǐ bù guǐ dì huó zhe) in Chinese dialogue

rénrénguǐguǐhuózhe

it's been a living hell for me.

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
Grammar Patterns
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0115:09
me
duō
nián

For so many years,

LINE 0215:11
PLAYING SCENE
rén
rén
guǐ
guǐ
huó
zhe

it's been a living hell for me.

LINE 0315:15
shuō
zài
duō
méi
yòng

No matter what you say, it's useless.

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E17
Timestamp15:11
TMDB ID282497