How to say "明明一直挺想要注意自己的身份" (míng míng yì zhí tǐng xiǎng yào zhù yì zì jǐ de shēn fèn) in Chinese dialogue

míngmíngzhítǐngxiǎngyàozhùdeshēnfèn

I've always tried to be mindful of my status,

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
Grammar Patterns
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0128:40
shì
le

I was careless.

LINE 0228:41
PLAYING SCENE
míng
míng
zhí
tǐng
xiǎng
yào
zhù
de
shēn
fèn

I've always tried to be mindful of my status,

LINE 0328:44
shì

but

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS2 E1
Timestamp28:41
TMDB ID124595