我也因此一直怨恨着我自己
“I also hated myself for that ever since.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
“that plate of osmanthus cake out of greed.”
我也因此一直怨 恨着 我 自己
“I also hated myself for that ever since.”
“Later, though I conquered Jinzhou to complete my revenge”
Direct spoken expression in this communicative setting.
Failing to protect one's parents from unnatural death is regarded in traditional Chinese thought as an unbearable breach of filial duty, leading to profound self-blame.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
and because of this; consequently
Used to introduce a personal consequence or psychological result stemming directly from a prior tragedy or event.
to resent; to harbor deep resentment toward
Describes deep-seated bitterness or blame, directed here inward toward oneself.
