我才不想当这个破 那个
“I don't want to be this... Um,”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
“Bullets on the battlefield have no eyes. What if you really get hurt?”
我才不想 当 这个 破 那个
“I don't want to be this... Um,”
“I should call you sister-in-law, right?”
“I hate this thankless position and wish I didn't have to carry this burden.”
Interrupting oneself with '那个' after using a mildly vulgar or impolite modifier ('破') reflects an instinctive desire to tone down emotional outbursts in front of company.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
I really don't want to / as if I'd ever want to
An emphatic rejection pattern using 才 to dismiss an assumption or proposal.
this lousy / this crappy
A colloquial disparaging prefix used before nouns to express contempt or dissatisfaction.