不过我这见不得光的身份
“But with an identity like mine, one that can never stand in the light,”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
让我好生羡慕
“makes me deeply envious.”
不过我这 见不得光 的身份
“But with an identity like mine, one that can never stand in the light,”
哪敢有什么奢求
“how would I dare expect anything?”
“I desperately wish I could live openly like others, but my hidden identity traps me.”
In traditional China, having a recognized social or familial status ('mingfen') was crucial; illegitimate children, secret operatives, or unacknowledged partners suffered heavy social stigma.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
cannot be exposed to the light; illicit; secretive
Used to describe secret identities, illicit relationships, or shady dealings that cannot be made public.