我正在犯嘀咕 我 我到底要不要去
“I was hesitating. Should I go or not?”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
小月是我没过门的媳妇 我就走在那十字路口的时候
“Xiaoyue is my fiancée. When I was walking at that crossroads,”
我正在 犯嘀咕 我 我 到底 要不要 去
“I was hesitating. Should I go or not?”
“I even wanted to throw the sword away. At that moment, a crow cawed”
Direct spoken expression in this communicative setting.
Traditional Chinese oral storytelling often builds suspense by revealing the protagonist's inner conflict at literal or metaphorical crossroads.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
to have misgivings or feel uncertain inside
A highly idiomatic northern colloquialism used when someone feels inward doubt or apprehension before making a move.
whether or not to... in the end
Common phrasing used to express an internal dilemma or demand a definitive choice.