我还在找各种理由说服自己
“Mother! I was still trying to find excuses for you.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
阿娘
“Mother!”
我 还 在 找各种理由说服自己
“Mother! I was still trying to find excuses for you.”
原来
“It turns out,”
“I was so blind to keep making excuses for you, but now I see the ugly truth.”
In Chinese culture, uncovering wrongdoing committed by one's parents (阿娘) induces severe psychological trauma due to the deep cultural imperative of filial loyalty.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
to look for reasons; to find excuses
A common phrase used when rationalizing questionable behavior or dodging responsibility.
to convince oneself
Used when describing an internal struggle to accept a hard truth or justify a compromise.