How to say "原本我也想一死了之" (yuán běn wǒ yě xiǎng yī sǐ liǎo zhī) in Chinese dialogue

yuánběnxiǎngliǎozhī

I even thought of ending my own life,

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
Grammar Patterns
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0120:25
chī
le
shǎo
de
tóu

he suffered a lot.

LINE 0220:29
PLAYING SCENE
yuán
běn
xiǎng
liǎo
zhī

I even thought of ending my own life,

LINE 0320:32
yào
ràng
zhè
hái
zi

so he wouldn't have to suffer

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E15
Timestamp20:29
TMDB ID289209