我其实特别讨厌 自己这样
“I hate myself so much for being like this.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
特别怕让人失望
“afraid of letting people down.”
我其实 特别讨厌 自己 这样
“I hate myself so much for being like this.”
我之前还有想过 如果我是个男孩
“I once thought that if I were a boy,”
Direct spoken expression in this communicative setting.
Chinese societal and familial expectations often lead young people to fear disappointing others, creating internal conflict when trying to balance duty with personal authenticity.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
really hate / strongly dislike
A very common colloquial combination used to express intense aversion toward a habit, person, or self-behavior.
being like this oneself / this side of myself
Frequently used when criticizing or lamenting one's own behavioral patterns or emotional reactions.
