How to say "我本来想一死了之的" (wǒ běn lái xiǎng yī sǐ liǎo zhī de) in Chinese dialogue

běnláixiǎngliǎozhīde

I had meant to end my life.

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
Grammar Patterns
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0134:39
wèi
shén
me
zǎo
gào

Why did you not tell me sooner?

LINE 0234:42
PLAYING SCENE
běn
lái
xiǎng
liǎo
zhī
de

I had meant to end my life.

LINE 0334:45
shě
zhōng
lǎo
de
hái
zi

But I could not bear to leave the child I carry.

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS2 E22
Timestamp34:42
TMDB ID124595