甚至有的时候我还得堵门
“Sometimes I even have to block the door.”
THE DIALOGUE REEL
我成了门里的人
“...I've become someone on the inside.”
甚至 有的时候 我 还得 堵门
“Sometimes I even have to block the door.”
但是我现在可以毫不犹豫地
“But now, without hesitation...”
“I was under so much pressure back then that I had to guard myself constantly.”
In Chinese narrative discourse, 'the door' often demarcates psychological boundaries, safety, or institutional belonging versus vulnerability.
LEARNING CHUNKS & PARTICLES
even sometimes; at times even
Used to introduce an extreme or surprising example that reinforces a preceding narrative point.
block the door; barricade the entrance
Can refer literally to physically blocking a door, or metaphorically to shutting out outside interference.