How to say "所以不能过得太顺心如意" (suǒ yǐ bù néng guò dé tài shùn xīn rú yì) in Chinese dialogue

suǒnéngguòtàishùnxīn

so I can't choose to live a happy life.

Idioms & Colloquial Expressions
Grammar Patterns
INTERACTIVE SCRIPT TIMELINE
LINE 0101:39
shì
wèi
le
shú
zuì

to atone for my sins,

LINE 0201:42
PLAYING SCENE
suǒ
néng
guò
tài
shùn
xīn

so I can't choose to live a happy life.

LINE 0301:47
néng
huí
jiàn
dào
qīn
yǒu

I deserve this for being unable

Show Information
Source MediaTV Series
Season & EpisodeS1 E11
Timestamp01:42
TMDB ID244189