The Dark Romance

你为什么不早告诉妈妈

nǐ wèi shén me bù zǎo gào sù mā mā

Why didn't you tell me before?

我对不起你

wǒ duì bù qǐ nǐ

I'm sorry.

我对不起你

wǒ duì bù qǐ nǐ

I'm sorry.

对不起 聆聆 我对不起你

duì bù qǐ líng líng wǒ duì bù qǐ nǐ

Sorry, Ling. I'm so sorry.

上次像这样给你洗澡

shàng cì xiàng zhè yàng gěi nǐ xǐ zǎo

I don't even remember

都不记得是什么时候了

dōu bú jì dé shì shén me shí hòu le

when I bathed you like this last time.

这都是对我的惩罚

zhè dōu shì duì wǒ de chéng fá

It was the punishment for me.

是我害死了爸爸

shì wǒ hài sǐ le bà bà

I got Dad killed.

是我毁了这个家

shì wǒ huǐ le zhè ge jiā

I ruined this family.

都是对我的惩罚

dōu shì duì wǒ de chéng fá

It was karma catching up with me.

不

bù

No.

不是的聆聆

bú shì de líng líng

It's not like that, Ling.

不是的

bú shì de

That's not the case.

是妈妈我

shì mā mā wǒ

It was me

一直放不下 才连累了你

yì zhí fàng bù xià cái lián lěi le nǐ

who couldn't let go and dragged you into it.

其实我知道

qí shí wǒ zhī dào

Actually, I know...

爸爸出意外 不能怪你

bà bà chū yì wài bù néng guài nǐ

you were not the one to blame for your dad's accident.

可我当时

kě wǒ dāng shí

But at that time,

心里就是过不去

xīn lǐ jiù shì guò bù qù

I couldn't get over it.

我一直走不出来

wǒ yì zhí zǒu bù chū lái

I couldn't move on.

我不找一个人去怨恨

wǒ bù zhǎo yí gè rén qù yuàn hèn

If I hadn't found someone to take it out on,

我就真的活不下来

wǒ jiù zhēn de huó bù xià lái

I just couldn't have survived.

我不配做妈 聆聆我不配做妈 你打我吧 你打我吧

wǒ bù pèi zuò mā líng líng wǒ bù pèi zuò mā nǐ dǎ wǒ ba nǐ dǎ wǒ ba

I don't deserve to be a mother. Ling, I don't deserve to be your mom. Hit me. Come on.

你打我吧

nǐ dǎ wǒ ba

Hit me.