Veil of Shadows

我这几天身体好些了

wǒ zhè jǐ tiān shēn tǐ hǎo xiē le

I feel much better these days.

想回老家看看

xiǎng huí lǎo jiā kàn kàn

I want to visit my hometown.

别找我了

bié zhǎo wǒ le

Stop looking for me.

我不想让你看见

wǒ bù xiǎng ràng nǐ kàn jiàn

I don't want you to see my ruined look.

我破败不堪的样子

wǒ pò bài bù kān de yàng zi

I don't want you to see my ruined look.

我是个失败的哥哥

wǒ shì gè shī bài dī gē gē

I failed as an older brother.

我真的要走啦

wǒ zhēn de yào zǒu la

I have to go now.

你帮我承受了太多

nǐ bāng wǒ chéng shòu le tài duō

so much burden for me in this life.

但若有来生

dàn ruò yǒu lái shēng

But if there is an afterlife,

你做一个自私的人

nǐ zuò yí gè zì sī de rén

I hope you can be selfish.

我就要走了

wǒ jiù yào zǒu le

My time has come.

想厚着脸皮

xiǎng hòu zhe liǎn pí

May I be so shameless

求您一件事

qiú nín yī jiàn shì

as to ask you for one thing,

这么多年

zhè me duō nián

For so many years,

我一直守在您身边

wǒ yì zhí shǒu zài nín shēn biān

I've been by your side.

只有除夕的时候…

zhǐ yǒu chú xī de shí hòu …

I only see my wife and child

我这一生

wǒ zhè yī shēng

I take pride in my devotion

心怀愧疚

xīn huái kuì jiù

I feel guilty to my family.

就快要走了

jiù kuài yào zǒu le

doesn't have many days left.

让我能有力气

ràng wǒ néng yǒu lì qì

so that I have the strength

走下这张床

zǒu xià zhè zhāng chuáng

to get out of bed,

回去再看看她

huí qù zài kàn kàn tā

and see her once again at home.

您能实现我这个愿望吗

nín néng shí xiàn wǒ zhè ge yuàn wàng ma

Can you fulfill my wish?

是我无礼了

shì wǒ wú lǐ le

I overstepped.